Yoga and Corona virus

Don’t panic. Don’t panic. Don’t panic.

1. The corona virus is not necessarily deadly. One might get infected, but this doesn’t mean that one has to die. Remember this.

2. Eat well. This advice is a good advice at any time. It’s even more important if one wants to strengthen the immune system. Eat vitamins.

3. Move. Get out, also when it’s cold. It strengthens the immune system as well.

4. Take cold showers in the morning.

5. Walk instead of taking the subway.

6. It’s recommended to wash hands profoundly and often. Go for it. Don’t shake hands with everybody.

7. Postpone the next travel.

8. If it helps to feel better, buy food for the next months. Don’t make panic shopping. I talked with a clark at a grocery store. People bought noodles, rice and toilet paper. They went shopping during peak times. Don’t get irrational. Think what you really need. Don’t forget to buy proteins, like beans and chickpeas, peas. Go shopping when the stores are empty, that is Saturday morning for instance.

9. Cook, don’t go to restaurants.

10. Stay cool, like a yogi. Life is dangerous, it ends with the death. Always.

Choosing the issues

Issues come along all the time, issues that prevent me from practicing. Last week my washing machine broke down. Suddenly there was smoke in the room and it didn’t stop washing. This required immediate action. I had to stop this machine, I had to go downtown to look for another one and so on…….

I could go on and on with mentioning distractions that are thrown in my way.

It is so important to remind myself day after day that my yoga practice has priority. Sometimes it’s necessary to neglect other necessities. Sometimes a short practice will do. To make it easier it can be a solution to go to a yoga class.

However I fell off the wagon. I didn’t finish the January challenge on Instagram yet. It’s OK to be late.

Here I am again ready to practice. From tomorrow on my issues are again how to get deeper into urdhva dhanurasana, how to jump back, how to stay longer in sirsasana.

Thank you very much for the new likes. Welcome to my blog.

No asana is isolated

No asana is isolated.

• To get into and out of an asana belongs to an asana as well. There are often different possibilities how to get into an asana. Sometimes this makes a huge difference. How to get out of an asana belongs to an asana as well. The Ashtanga yoga practitioners connect the different asanas with a rather dynamic movement. Other styles recommend to rest between asanas. Yesterday I attended a Sivananda class. We were asked to lie on our back to relax after having performed a couple of similar asanas. The difference is huge. It can make a practice exhausting or relaxing.

• Most asanas have easier versions and more advanced versions.

• Many asanas allow variations.

• After every asana should follow a less even intensive counterpose. After twisting to the right side one twists to the left side. After inversions baby pose is recommended. Forward bending asanas are balanced via a soft back bending asana and the other way round.

If one reflects on these possibilities, the understanding of a yoga practice deepens. First stands the analysis: Is the asana a twist, a forward bending asana, a balancing asana or is it a combination of balancing and twist and so on? Once the asana is analyzed one can vary it.

• Injuries might force us to work around an asana and to adjust it to our needs.

• In order to approach a challenging asana it can be useful to exercise an easier version and to get step by step closer to the original version.

• We have all different strength. If twists are easier, why not practicing more advanced twists?

• To vary asanas keeps the mind attentive.

A simple way to challenge oneself is t hold an asana longer.

Repetitions often allow to go deeper in a pose when performing an asana the second or third time. Often the second and third time the asana seems to be easier.

Repetitions and holding asanas up to one minutes are effective learning methods.

These reflections finally allow us to create a practice that fits to our personal needs.

For me Ashtanga yoga gives me a perfect skeleton of an intensive yoga practice. After more than a decade of practicing this yoga style some asanas of even primary are not as I wish they were. I work on these asanas more intensively now instead of trying them, holding them for 5 breaths and then moving on to the next asana. This method was obviously not that effective.

Picture: It shows arch matsyendrasana. In Ashtanga yoga on arm is behind the back. If you don’t have very long arms it’s very likely that you don’t reach the thigh with your hand. The arm is then more or less in the air. If the arm is posed on the floor it can support the twist (see first picture). Tiny changes can make a huge difference.

Back bending

Thursday:

I practiced before breakfast. Before breakfast is the best time to practice. After an exhausting practice the breakfast tastes so delicious, so deserved. This is of course not the main reason. To twist and stretch with a full stomach feels awfully.

Today was my back bending day. Time flies so fast that 90 minutes are too short for a full second series. I do a lot of extra asanas.

Every day I do the splits do stretch the front side of the body. I also practice urdhva dhanurasana against the wall. I repeat ustrasana up to three times. I think that this time is not wasted. I realize progress. Repetitions and holding the asanas for 1 minute minimum is useful.

I also practice variations. To lift the arm while practicing urdhva dhanurasana might help psychologically. One arm is already up, so it seems possible to come up. Right now I’m still working on getting the hands closer to the legs.

Patience is necessary.

Yesterday Carmen (cyogalife on Instagram) published two back bending picture, one was taken in 2015 the other one in 2020. When I saw the former picture I thought that she was very close to reach her calves. It still took 5 years!!!! till she was there. Even she thought that she had been close already to catch the calves. She didn’t expect to need 5 years to reach the calves. Yoga can teach not to give up.

If something is difficult it’s also often attractive. Things that are too easy to accomplish seem boring. That’s why talented flexible strong yogini often give up the practice entirely.

In the meantime I see advantages if something is tough. One learns patience. Difficulties invite to reflect on the method. One learns to learn.

Karl Lagerfeld once said: I love the battle field.

In life we learn more when facing difficulties. It’s the same on the mat.

I know there is a long way to go to the calves. Step by step a lot can be accomplished. First the hands shall walk closer to the feet. One day urdhva dhanurasana will feel fantastic again.

The trap

Yesterday I postponed my yoga practice. I had so much to do. First I wanted to practice in the early afternoon, but it got evening till I found time again. Every single task takes longer as planned. I was no more motivated to practice at 6:30 pm, but I did it. My stomach was still full, this made the twists almost impossible.

To practice in the morning before breakfast is so much more satisfying. Today I heard my alarm clock. I got up and practiced at 7:30 am. What a difference. To practice before breakfast in the early morning is the best time.

It’s a trap to think that it’s OK to postpone a yoga practice. Finally it’s more important to practice than any other activiiy, duty, or whatever. When I practice yoga I care for myself, I take care of my health. What is more important?

As mentioned already, the older one gets the more important it is to have a daily routine. Breaks are difficult. The body gets weak and stiff very fast. To practice every day at the same time helps to create a habit.

Today I practiced primary, that is mainly forward bending asanas. I add asanas like the asana on the picture. I learn them during the January challenge created by Carmen (cyogalife). Often these asanas are challenging. It offers the possibility to explore different movements.

Now I’ve time for all the other ‘important’ activities………

Hanumanasana

I practice the split poses every day. Usually my body is upright and my hands are on blocks. Getting into hanumanasana means that one must stretch.

How to stretch safely:

1. Practice daily.

2. Be patient and trust the process.

3. Feel the stretching pain. It will fade away after a while. Go a bit deeper. How far can you go without over stretching? This is your personal knowledge you acquire. Get to know your limits and get a bit beyond them, not too much.

4. Practice stretching exercises only after a warm up.

5. Repeat this pose three times.

6. Hold the pose up to one minute. Start with a couple of breaths. Change sides. Repeat. This time it should be possible to get a bit deeper and to hold the pose longer.

7. Again be attentive. Don’t overdo. Injuries are setbacks. Practice responsibly.

I practice this pose as a preparation for back bending. When the body is upright the front side of the hips gets stretched enormously. Being flexible on the front side of the hips is very useful when bending backwards.

Keep breathing.

Marichyasana D and Ahimsa

When I saw these pictures I laughed. I practice at home these days. I swear I wash at least my face before practicing asanas, but I obviously didn’t comb my hair. It’s up and not in the way.

Interesting is to see the difference between picture three and picture four. At picture number three my hand had reached the wrist already. The back is arched. With an inhaling I stretched the upper body. Most of the time the poses allow a development. I’m sure I can bring my right shoulder more backwards. Then the twist will deepen. Most important is that this asana feels good. This is not the case in the beginning. It took me a long time till this pose felt good. But I’ve been there.

It depends on the weight if I can perform certain twists or not. I don’t even try some twists like pashasana after Christmas i.e.. To overindulge is not part of a yogic life style. Yoginis eat modest and vegan. When I started yoga teacher recommended a vegetarian diet. The reason was Ahimsa. A yogini lives a nonviolent life. To eat tortured and killed animals is so last century. These days well informed people (not only yoginis) eat vegan. It’s good for the planet, the animals and yourself. It’s not only good, it’s necessary. Then the twists are easy as well. Everybody will have to change sooner or later, but we yoginis can be role models.

Practicing only the asanas without a complementing life style is of course also good for the body, the mind and the soul, but then the activity deserves the name asana gym. Why not. It’s a beginning. The asana practice will teach that the asana practice itself becomes easier with a vegan diet. We all start somewhere. Step by step we develop. The steps might be tiny, but the direction is clear.

It surprised me that even Sharath emphasized in his last book how important it is to take care of the food we eat.

Stay healthy.

Eat vegan. Do your asana practice. Do pranayama. Meditate. Chose your issues wisely.

The one goal

The one goal in 2020 is to come up from this urdhva dhanurasana. This is part of primary. I was told that I was able to come up already by different advanced teachers. My feeling was that I needed help to come up, always. I lost strength and flexibility in the meantime, but I have a plan and a method how to get where I’ve been and beyond.

In order to perform this deep back bending strong arms are necessary. One must lift up the body. Also if one drops back, the arms must have the strength to stretch against the floor and to hold the body. Nobody likes to fall on the head.

In yoga classes students often lie on their backs, they seem to relax. I fear they try to postpone this asana at least for a couple of minutes. It seems so hard to get into the pose. This is exactly what one has to do. To lift up again and again makes the arms stronger. If it’s possible to lift up 10 times, to lift up once is a piece of cake.

To hold the asana up to one minute or longer helps to get more flexible. The closer the hands are to the feet the easier it is to hold the pose. It’s easier to come up, too. The wrists are less challenged. This can be a motivation to work on this asana.

The January challenge on Instagram is rather interesting. It’s the same since many years. Yogins publish older posts of the same asanas:

1. Many might not be part of the party anymore.

2. On some pictures I see no difference even though years are between the first picture and the last one. I don’t believe that these yoginis have reached their limits. Either they have not practiced regularly or their method to deepen an asana is not effective.

3. Then there are those yoginis who made progress a lot. 5 years ago handstand looked like a banana. This year it’s perfect. I know that hard work must be done to get an inch more flexibie. Strength doesn’t come from alone either.

4. Another group have setbacks. I belong to this group. I don’t publish older pictures. Past is past. One cannot foresee the future when looking into the back rear. I practice and give my best every day. What this is, is very volatile. Who cares…… Nothing is really important.

A daily practice and an effective method to learn an asana will show results sooner or later. It might take years, but who cares. One must fall in love with the process.

January challenge 2020

Finally at home again. I was already one asana behind with this January challenge on Instagram created by cyogalife . The new algorithm on Instagram punishes users who publish more than one pictures a day. This is what I heard and this is why in the meantime informed users only add one picture a day. Instead of more attention one gets less if one is flooding the stream with too many pictures or videos. I came to the conclusion that an algorithm won’t be my next tyrant. I’m up to date again. Today I published 2 pictures within a very short time. Haha….I hope that I’m a tiny bit more flexible and a tiny bit stronger tomorrow morning.

I got up at 5 am. My new year has started today. At home I have room. I can put my camera far away from the mat, when I want to take pictures. It’s calm here and warm. I can be alone. As much as I love traveling and visiting family and friends as much I love to be at home again.

Having a project is motivating. Being part of such a wonderful online community of yoga practitioners is fantastic. It’s still time to join.

Headstand or handstand?

Conditions are often not ideal. Yet for a headstand only a tiny place is necessary. One can be in a headstand for 5 minutes or 3 minutes or 1 minute. One can finish this tiny practice with 5 minutes meditation. Sometimes this can be enough. Every practice and might it a short one anchors the body and the mind. Focusing on the breathe is relaxing.

I’m not sure if I’ll have time for a full primary tomorrow. But I’m sure that I’ll have time for a few asanas.

Cyogalife has started a new January challenge on Instagram. It’s every year the same 28 asanas that yoginis publish, one after the other till January is over. The intention is to check if progress can be seen after a year. The first asana was handstand. I substituted this asana with headstand. I tried a handstand and was very surprised that I was suddenly up. My feet touched the wardrobe. But the shape was not good. It was a banana. It’s better and safer to build up strength first. Perhaps I post a handstand next year. Within a year a lot can happen.

How to stay young?

How to stay young?

Avoid grey and beige in your clothes.

Smile more.

Have a passion.

It’s all true, but not enough.

I don’t know at what age it starts exactly, but surely above 60, people get weaker and stiffer. It’s possible to work against this natural development: Practice yoga, do strength training and work on your flexibility.

First a bit of theory regarding strength training:

• It’s possible to integrate it in daily life. Take the steps and not the elevator is such an example.

• One can integrate strength training in the daily yoga practice. For instance one can lift the body into urdhva dhanurasana (bridge pose) again and again. This makes strong arms.

• Do extra strength training. It doesn’t take long. It’s exhausting. Results can be felt quickly.

The structure of strength training:

There are repetitions and sets.

Do as much repetitions as possible minus one. In sum do 3 sets of the same number of repetitions.

First you have to find out how many reps you’re able to do. If the reps become easy add more. Ten reps could be the goal. Ten reps are also enough for beginners. More is not necessary. Belief me, sometimes 5 reps are more than enough. If 5 reps are not possible, do more sets, till 5 reps are possible.

Source: Overcoming gravity by Steven Law. I read the German edition.

Which muscles are to exercise:

A human being has 650 muscles. 50 alone are in the face. The heart muscle is a most important muscle. Muscles around the lungs allow us to breathe. The tiniest muscle is behind the ears. I saw people who could move the ears. Yes, this is funny. Think of your tongue. When we practice yoga we engage the pelvis floor.

Muscles make 40 to 60 % of the body weight of men.

Muscles make 30 to 40 % of the body weight of women.

These general statements don’t help a lot as we’re individuals, but they can give an orientation.

To simplify everything: The body has a core and limbs (arms and legs), a front side and a back side. We can exercise these body parts.

I’m sure that I haven’t been able to perform some asanas because I lacked strength. Being strong stabilizes the body, it protects us from injuries.

In comparison to cardio training it’s very rewarding as it doesn’t require much time. The strength gurus recommend to take breaks. To train three times a week could be enough. The muscles must recover from the training.

There are static and dynamic exercises.

I think this was enough theory.

I recommend doing a search on muscles and strength training. It’s a very interesting topic.

Being strong makes daily life easier. I also want to exercise my muscles because I want to perform asanas that I’m not able to do. Yet.

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The sun is shining here. I sip my second black coffee. I had a banana for breakfast. I’m more than ready for the day.

My yoga niche

There are so many excellent yoginis on that globe who share their knowledge for free, that I wondered if I can still add something to that huge knowledge available for everybody. I think I can. My back injury a few years back was a cut in my life and in my yoga practice. I had to step back, I had to reflect on what I was doing, I cursed a lot. I was disappointed. It would have been too easy to blame others. Finally I realized that I’m responsible for myself. I love the Ashtanga yoga system, but I also became more open for other styles, too. In the last year I bought a membership at the Sivananda yoga school in Munich. I’ve been there several times. It inspired me and I could make changes in my own practice. What exactly this is will be a topic in posts to come. I know that I have to listen to my body much more than I did. Rules can guide but one must break the rules if they are not useful. I adjust my practice to my needs and not to the rules. I developed a critical mind. Another huge topic of the last years was the method. How can I learn new asanas safely and effectively.

I don’t want to forget that yoga is a life style. What we eat is important. A simple life style fits to a yogini.

My niche:

1. I’m 60 now. A body with 60 is different than a body with 30 or 40, 50 or younger.. To learn new asanas takes more time. To heal from an injury takes longer. To get stronger and more flexible takes more time, too. It is said that older people lose flexibility and strength. This is true. The more important it is to work on strength and flexibility, perhaps even in special sessions. When I return to my practice after a break it’s harder than it used to be a decade ago. I get overstretched much faster. What can we older yoginis do to practice safely will be a topic. Additional strength training is a good advice for everybody, but especially for people above 60.. Yoga with 60 and above is my niche.

What I have learned during my injury can also be important for younger people. What is important for an older person can also be an advantage for a younger person. It’s the future for everybody to get older.

The very first advice is to take care not to have too long breaks. Practicing sun salutations and a few asanas and a short closing sequence is better than nothing. Between doing nothing and a long exhausting yoga practice are many possibilities.

Keep practicing.

Take short breaks. To have a day off during a week is great. The body also needs to relax. My experience is that a break that lasts a week is too long. Then it becomes hard again to practice. Most of the time I overstretch slightly. I want to avoid this. Observe yourself. Get to know yourself. What is best for me needn’t be the best for you. Not every practice must be super exhausting. Sometimes it’s OK to take it easy. Being playful is great.

Soon a new decade will start. I’m so excited.

Only one more week

Only 6 more days and a new decade begins. We have exciting times. I’m sure a lot will change again within the next 10 years. It’s important to have rituals or practices that anchor us.

For me my yoga practice is my lynchpin. It gives me a lot. It calms the mind. It keeps the body strong and flexible. It supports me in staying healthy. It’s a guide through life. A yoga practice betters every day.

There are so many fancy asanas to learn. I balance my ambition with attention towards my body. Sometimes a step back is better than ignoring signs of exhaustion of the body. Every day is different. Sometimes limits seem to be blown away. Sometimes almost nothing seems possible.

To exercise observing what is, is a technique that one can apply, too. It’s easy to judge. It’s a thinking habit that we exercise all the time. What do I like? What do I not like? What is good? What is bad? We know answers almost at once. This is fine. Yet one can also exercise another skill: observing. It broadens the possibility of the mind. It’s sort of flexibility of the mind.

Even our Madonna came to the conclusion that her body needs a break due to an injury. Not to listen to the body could make everything worse. When Madonna uses the word pain on Instagram, I know that she means pain. Hopefully she’ll feel better soon. Those who love to move, miss it a lot, when it’s not possible to move or to work out.

I could practice today. The thoughts: Every day is better with a yoga practice. It gives energy. It’s love that I give myself.

Back to elaborated routines

I love to travel. It’s always inspiring to observe how other people live. In South Africa is summer time, so this trip to this most beautiful country made the winter shorter. I also don’t need the hectic that I experience here before Christmas. Everybody seems to be downtown to shop. Often discounts are offered when you buy even more stuff in another departments. To sum it up: I had very happy days in Cape Town. The sun was shining. The wind was blowing. The people were friendly.

This time I keep practicing, I thought. A few times I practiced, but most days I didn’t. Hotel rooms are often too small. I could have put my mat in the tiny corridor. On the right side would have been the bathroom. I was conscious that this was the entrance, nobody puts off the shoes there. I was not invited to practice. It tells me that it’s important to have a clean place. To take care of the environment and to keep it clean and simple is important.

I’m back since yesterday and I can reestablish my elaborated routines. I get up at a decent hour, that is 6am or 7am and prepare a cup of coffee for myself. I sip my coffee while writing my journal. After a while I feel awake. In the meantime my dear E is up, too and we have breakfast together. Usually I have some fruit and soy yoghurt, 2 or 3 nuts, oat flakes and a tiny spoon crushed flaxseed. I don’t practice at once after breakfast, but as it is a tiny breakfast I feel ready to bend and twist.

It’s not the early morning when I step on my mat, but it’s still before lunch time.

After every break I usually overstretch my hamstrings. Back bending feels nightmarish. I curse. I regret not having practiced more often. I try to take it easy. The breath is important, I tell myself, not the fancy asanas. But I like the fancy asanas. Next time I’ll practice more often I promise myself. Will I?

What counts is NOW. I’m looking forward to my probably exhausting practice. I’ll curse because I got so weak and stiff. I admire all yoginis who keep practicing also when traveling. For me it’s hard.

I know that I’ll be more than happy after having practiced.

Important is to return to the mat, again and again. So, don’t give up. I won’t give up either. Soon a new decade will begin. This is super motivating. :)

Thank you for the likes on Facebook. Thank you for reading. This is motivating to keep writing.

Back bending again

Working on basic stretches improves automatically many other asanas, too.

Every day I work on split poses (forward and sidewards). For me the splits are a basic stretches. When the splits are mastered also back bending asanas improve enormously.

The stretching discomfort and the burning of the muscles when working on getting stronger is part of every practice. If one doesn’t like this at all a yoga practice becomes a burden. Today my tolerance to stand this discomfort was high. This always allows me to stay longer in asanas. I’ve the mental strength to repeat challenging poses. With time we learn how to handle this discomfort that comes with yoga but with other sportive activities, too. Deep breathing is a technique to make it bearable. Observing what’s happening is another tool to handle this discomfort.

With time the asanas become easier and easier. Then a practice is rather exhausting than accompanied with discomfort. I’ve been there. I fight myself back to this level.

I take my time. For me my time is spent better when I work on a few asana than to whip myself through a series. Today my focus was back bending.

Time to prepare lunch.

Wheel every Wednesday

So good to have an online yoga community. Around the globe yoginis practice urdhva dhanurasana on Wednesdays and unite on Instagram under the hashtag #wheeleverywednesday.

Urdhva dhanurasana is the first really deep back banding asana of the Ashtanga yoga series. It comes after the middle part of each series. Right now I focus on the static part of it. To drop back scares me again. I also think that my legs are too far away from my hands in order to drop back safely.. I work on holding this pose longer and longer and I work on walking the hands to the feet. I also love to exercise variations of this asana i.e. to lift one leg up to the sky. Each moment counts.

One can break down any asana into three skills: flexibility, strength and technique. One also needs the faith and self-confidence that something is possible. This develops over time.

1. To hold the pose longer betters the flexibility.

2. To lift up into the pose again and again, perhaps 10 times in a row and three sets develops strength. It’s a good idea to start with less repetitions.

3. Deep breathing is part of a correct technique. The legs should be parallel. Important is to engage the core muscles.

I exercise splits every day. This stretches the hip flexors and allows to get deeper into the pose.

I’m curious what will be possible today?

The formula for progress is a daily practice

It remains a challenge to find time to practice. There are so many distractions, but also duties and other interests. But yoga is my lynchpin. It keeps my mind and body healthy and strong. When the body starts complaining also the other activities become harder or even impossible. That’s only one reason why the yoga practice has priority.

It’s rewarding to practice daily. I realize progress when I practice every day. My new trick to get me on the mat is to start really slowly and easy-going. I’m not like a beamer anymore that is from 0 to 100 kmh within a seconds. I’d compare myself rather with a van. It takes time to start. As soon as I’ve started it’s difficult to stop. To practice alone gives a lot of freedom. The speed, the intensity, the poses it’s all my choice of the day.

When a pose seems difficult on a given day, I practice an easier variation. After that easier variation often the more challenging one is possible. I’m exercising. I work on different poses. It’s not a yoga performance what happens on the mat. I try to find out my limits and I try to stretch those with attention and a loving attitude. Nothing can be forced. Yet it’s necessary to put time and energy and knowledge into the practice.

Today I focused on back bending.

Tomorrow I’ll focus on forward bending asanas.

Every day I do twists and inversions. I think I’ve a balanced practice these days.

Picture: parsva dhanurasana

Ahimsa - self-made yoghurt

A few weeks back I got a comment. The yogini suggested to write also about further aspects about yoga and not only about asana practice. I’d like to give it a try.

My first topic touches indeed two important topics. It’s about food and about plastic. The cup on the left side contains vegan yoghurt without sugar. It doesn’t harm animals, yet the plastic cup is bad for the nature as it’s almost impossible to destroy it. It spoils the sea, insofar it has the potential to kill life in the oceans. One can use this cup only once. On the right side is a glass jar with yoghurt. It’s self-made with yoghurt microbes, but with cow milk. I use this glass jar for decades already. If I don’t break it, I’m sure I can use it for an eternity. There is no waste at all.

The best solution is to make vegan yoghurt. When using yoghurt microbes one has much better yoghurt than the bought ones. It’s a tiny bit more expensive, but one can taste the difference.

Often I’m astonished how easy it is to do something for our nature. In addition it’s also better for us. It’s a win-win situation. We avoid to eat micro plastic and the self-made yoghurt tastes better, in addition we don’t burden animals and nature.

So spent

So spent!

On Saturday was my day off from yoga. The body needs this.

On Sunday we expected friends. In the morning I felt already dizzy and exhausted. I had blisters on my lips, so my feelings were not only phantasy. Something must have exhausted me. Instead of practicing I cleaned our home. This is so much easier than 90 minutes on the mat. Later we went downtown. My Fitbit watch showed over 20.000 steps in the evening.

Yesterday the same. I felt done, tired, incapable to do anything but walking around and sitting anywhere. I walked downtown to better the general low mood and energy. I ate in a vegan restaurant. That was it.

Today I feel heavy, too, but not that low in energy. It is as if I’m recovering, but from what? I will practice today, but I will take it easy.

Not always one can find a reason for such low energy days. I know I’m not lazy. These day one practice is over and I’m looking forward to the next one. My body obviously needed my available energy for whatever, but not for an exhausting yoga practice.

I sit here, sweating. I’m sipping cold water.

My yoga practice made me sensitive for what’s going on in my body. I trust in the self-healing potential of our bodies. We are no machines. Sometimes we’re strong, sometimes weak.

September challenge #levelrebel on Instagram

This asana combines back bending with balancing. One must concentrate, otherwise one falls out of the pose, which is not a big thing. It’s even funny to fall out of this pose. All these balancing asanas don’t allow the mind to wander around. Balancing asanas forces to be in the present. Even breathing helps to balance and also gazing at one point. I forgot that everything becomes more stable when the pelvis floor and the abdomen are engaged.

It was so difficult to do the pose that I first tried an easier version:

Tomorrow I’ll practice primary. I give yoga priority again. It’s so easy to be busy all day long. One must become stubborn, obsessed and also a bit egoistic. Asana practice first. Point.